12.28.2002

Frutration. I've been frustrated lately, and it's getting to the point where I'm getting cynical. Again. Cynicism is when you lose trust in the whole world, right? I spent a lot of today talking to Joe's mom (out from Davenport, IA, to attend a Broncos game Joe won in a contest at work). It was good. She hasn't written anybody off.

I'm to the point where I'm feeling like I could start writing people off. I hate it.

So I feel better today, but it's still hard. OK, world, when are you going to screw me over again?